I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I was going to write blahblahblah New Moon stuff but I won't.  Mainly because my brain is being stupid and turning to mush as I write this.
You know what is hard work?  Trying to not develop a crush on someone. 
I met them once.  Pathetic, I know.  But how are you supposed to get rid of the feelings.  The answer: You can't and that sucks big time.

Have you ever watched The O.C. season three or four?  I am like Taylor Townsend.  Someone is nice to me one time and I latch on.  Don't worry, I am in denial right now so nothing will happen.  The only thing is, everything is reminding me of him.  I absent-mindedly ran my hand over a book he told me about the other day, or a song that, for some reason, I associate with him keeps coming on the radio.

And I, being a girl and everything, want to anaylyze every single thing.  The touch to my shoulder, the little games we played to keep us busy, how he grabbed my hand to show me something...I'm a girl, it's what we do.  But I am stopping this ridiculous cycle, for me, right now.  I will not be an analyzer because I just feel pathetic and ashamed when I do.

This really doesn't make sense.  I am a cynical person when it comes to this stuff.  Everything is just confusing and I don't know where I stand right now.
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To Delete or Not To Delete

Whoa! Weird. I just found this picture of some of the cast from Glee and the tv said "glee club" right at that moment.  I was watching Funniest Home Videos.  Lame I know.

Don't you want to be there?  Not to rub shoulders with the rich and famous but to see the decorations.  It looks so amazing.

Poor Kellan had trouble getting into the New Moon after party, but doesn't he look all spiffed up :)

I have a few exciting days coming up, not including tonight -insert eye roll here-.

P.S.  I think I am going to delete this "blog" in the next few days or just not write anymore.  Not that anybody reads it or that any ghosts find it particularly interesting.

I just have nothing to write about that isn't dull.

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Kristen On Conan Tonight

Kristen Stewart is doing a really good job on Conan O'Brien tonight.  :)
What's on her hand?  Is that a pen doodle?
Awesome.
I forgot New Moon premiered tonight while I was at work.  Weird. 
Last year I was so hyped up.
That kind of sucks.
Oh Kristen you are doing so much better this year! :)
Hopefully the girls don't attack you like last year.
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New Moon Confession

Confession: I'm not excited for the "New Moon" movie.

Last year for "Twilight" I was so stoked, I missed the midnight release but I did go on opening day.  I know this movie is going to better but I'm still not excited.

Twilight is just a cash cow now and it's kind of sad.  I mean sure I own my own Twilight merch, but I haven't bought every single thing and I don't wear my t-shirts in public.
I'm still hoping that I'll be able to see New Moon on opening day (highly unlikely due to presales) but that's because I have a thing about seeing movies on opening day or at least opening weekend.
I realized last night, it actually woke me up, that I have seen the "Twilight" movie in the theater four times.  Four!  I forgot about San Diego.

Embarrassed.

If I am able to go to the movie on Friday I don't want to be looped in with the screaming teens.  I may look sixteen but I'm not and I never even acted like some of the girls do when I was sixteen.  I probably would've when I was ten though.  You should see my Spice Girls stash.
There are two showings on Thursday of New Moon (yes I'm looking it up), technically it's not midnight.  It's ten.
I love how it's called a "Romantic Horror".  Awesome.
Some things I hope are not in New Moon:
1. Constant blinking.
2. Heavy breathing.
3. Long pauses.
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Random List

1. I am being creeped out by Degrassi at this very second but also stoked that Marco is back.
2. I'm dying to buy about ten books.

3. I need the Glee soundtrack and should've bought it today when there was a sale.
4. I have not one but possibly two cute guys to check out while I work.
5. I am freezing.
6. I want a jelly donut but will have to settle for a brownie.

7. New Moon is probably going to be sold out on Friday and days after that.  I'll have to wait until December to see it.
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Will YOU Be Buying THIS?

I will not.

The Jacob Black Barbie doll.

Um what is up with Edward's face?

He kind of looks like The Terminator.  I think it's the forehead and the hair, they're just not meshing.

By the way why has my "blog" become a Twilight zone lately?  My Fan Girl has decided to grace us with her prescence again I guess.

I made hot chocolate with my New Moon chocolate bar.  Bad idea.  It was gross.  I should've thrown the whole chocolate bar in there.  There was skin when I went to drink it: Yuck.  No thanks.

I watched Kellan Lutz and Bronson Pelletier on MuchMusic today.  I should be cheering for our Canadian boy Bronson right?

I'm not really a fan to be honest.  Sometimes he just seems. . .I can't find a word for it.  Just watch the video from the kick off tour where he wore sunglasses.

Kellan Lutz was awesome as usual. 

The fans creeped me out as usual.

It's weird that I post about Kellan a lot right?

Yes it is.

That is why I'm going to post this awesomeness that made that song from The Fox and The Hound run through my head.  You know the one, "when you're the best of friends. Having so much fun together..."

And with that I say goodnight, Vampire Diaries was interesting and Nicole will win America's Next Top Model.

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I Want Vampire and Werewolf Lips

Okay, it's kind of weird to want this, but I love lip balm. I call it lipchap, no idea why but it makes my Mom mad. Jacob is strawberry, Group is Cotton Candy and Edward is Cherry. You can get them at Hottopic, of course.
I personally am a strawberry lip balm girl, but I think I'd go with the cotton candy. I think Edward should've been something like icy mint. That would've been better. Get it? Your lips would be cold-ish from the mint . . .Edward is a cold-skinned vampire....I'm a genius, I know :)
Jacob could've been cinnamon. . .burning, he's warm...okay I think you get it. Bye.
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Ah-HA-HA. I just finished Juno and the song "Vampire" came on. "I am a vampire, I am a vampire..."
Well I think it's funny.
By the way read THIS!  Today is Kellan Lutz Appreciation Day.  I appreciate it very much :) Thank you Letterstotwilight :D