Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Two More Days

I'm mad.
I drove home and had a post all planned out and now I'm drawing a blank.
It started out with me crying because "The Only Exception" by Paramore was playing and---don't you hate when you can relate to a song so much that it makes you cry?---I started crying at one part because I started thinking and, I'm still scared that I'm going to care too much and then get hurt.
Yes, I'm back on the whole "love" topic.
Love is a risk.  One that I am afraid to take.

Did I mention I finally found "Hocus Pocus" on dvd? No more rewinding!!!
Apparently since it's Halloween soon the big box stores decided to get a few copies in.
Yes, I am watching it right now...But that's only because I finished "Penelope" this morning!

Don't you hate when you're wearing mascara and you open the oven door and you can feel all your eyelashes get stuck together?
Or is that just me?

I have a question for you guys.
What line of work are you currently in?
Or the best/worst jobs you've had?
Have I mentioned that I'm pretty much a janitor at a grocery store? Which by the way, today was hell.
But, I can't get mad at the customers for knocking things off the shelves, I know what it's like to be a klutz...besides while I was working one night I knocked a bunch of sauce off the shelf and had to clean it up.
I'm deciding what I want to do.  Should I stay or should I go?....now
Transfer to another department, get a 2nd job, quit this job and find another....I hate options.
The good thing about my job...workplace is my coworkers.
I think if it paid more I'd be more willing to stay.

Two more days until the boy is here.

4 comments:

Bee Sarah Lee Bailey said...

First off i relate to the movie Penelope more than you could understand! (so you watching it makes me happy)

Second i am a receptionist at my parents office, worst job i have ever had.

third i hate when my eye lashes make mascara marks on my eye lid when i open my eyes!

fourth the birthday thing is i have been suffering with my depression pretty bad recently. also things have been really off with one of my best friends (it has kinda broken my heart.) c'est la vie.

fifth i adore you!

Taylor said...

I know what it is like to have such a relate-able song! I have several...for different things. My current line of work is 'student assistant.' It's boring, based out of my university, and to be honest I don't really like it. I haven't even gotten paid yet due to the fact that someone messed up in Payroll (its 6 weeks in to the semester). maybe when I get paid, I will like it more?

Alycia (Crowley Party) said...

I totally understand...some songs will literally make me burst into tears.

Kaleena J. said...

Almost every song I listen to are some how personally related to me somehow and yes, most times I will flat out cry. One of the ones that always makes me cry is "you were meant for me" by Jewel.