Happy New Year.
I am kind of sick of hearing that to be perfectly honest.
My New Year's Eve didn't entirely suck like usual but it would've been better if I wasn't such an idiot. I was with the guy I like and we both went home ten minutes before midnight.
The night wasn't that exciting but I did meet some new people and there was this awesome cook that we met.
I am so frustrated with myself though; Should've initiated that built up kiss.
I'm not one to fall into the usual traditions, but that is one that would've been nice to follow. Soon. It will happen, and I will tell him I felt like an idiot when I got home on NYE.
I'm not going to plan it though. Planned things are always a let down.
Other than that, this whole "dating" thing is going exceptionally well.
I was never one to date, so it's kind of new to me; new is good.
I just don't want to end up pushing away. I've noticed it's what I do. Find out a guy likes me (which is rare) and I being to push away and ignore him. Not good.
So far I haven't done that; It makes me extremely nervous that I haven't.
I think it's time to give a shout to the friends and see what's going on.